Alexis Savannah Lawson

Hey.. I just wanted to drop you a letter to tell you that you have a new Sister. She looks Just like you. I told your mother that You live Though her and Your Brother Jordan. We will never For get you . We think about you everyday. I put you some New Flowers on your Grave today. Mom and Dad are Going to give you some Flowers on your Birthday.I love you and Can't wait to see you Someday... but until than Watch over us all. And God Bless you Sweet heart... Love you alot  miss you. Your Crazy Uncle Josh

Hey Alexis I never got to meet you. but i do know one thing. you were and still are a beatifull little girl. You have a wonderful mom. she is my one and only sister. we are close as ever and i know we would have been to.  You have a little brother and i know your mom will tell him about when she is ready and he will love you as much as your whole family does. i wish i would have went to the hospital when you were born but i cant change that. but now i know when something is wrong i should go. Alexis you are and always will be in my heart. i sit here thinking about you on your birthday and i start crying cause i hate that i never got to meet you. no one knows i feel this way but i know they will now and i want you to be the first to know. I love you alexis

I remember when your mom first told me she was pregnant with you. I was so happy. I can't explain how Happy I was. Months went on Her fuluid went down We prayed for her. It came up. Later on when she was showing I always called her my Lil penguin. I luved it. My Fav vousin was having a baby. But just to see her get hurt was the worst. I can't fathom why God would do that, then. But now looking back they will be stronger than ever with the next child. I can't wait to witness you brother and\or sister. The day I found out that you had went to be with God I cried my heart out. I questioned God why? Why could he do this to them She was married she was doing Great. But throug it all GOd has Been Glorified. I remember the day that you were burried. I hurt so bad for your parents. I walked up to Sid and I gave her A hug and I just cried and the same with your Dad. I wish I had a chance to hold you. I wish I had a chance to pick on you like I pick on your mother. I wish i had a chance to take you out to McDonalds and take you that a cousin would take you. I guess the only thing I can say is that you beat me to the place where I wanted to tell you about. Keep the left and right of you open for your parents and make sure you keep the chair behind you open for me so I can make up for the times I wasn't able to pick on you. I love you ALexis and You will always be in my heart.

                   Love your Favorite cousin and remember that,
                              David "Bubba" Corteville

All I know is I had never seen your mother and father so happy. when They told us all they was going to be having a baby. Your mom looked so funny with a little belly. I told her she was going to fall over. But you have the most wonderful parents. I come by your grave almost everyday. And Just sit there and wonder how you would had been today . But We all know you are in a such better place now .  And We will See you again someday. But Just know your mom and Dad love  you so much.  your mother was so cute when you was in her belly. Well Girl you have a Good Birthday,  don't be chanceing after the boys up there in heave to much.  lol

Love you  Girl

Uncle Josh

IT is the day before you were born and I was sitting in the same spot I am now. I was hurting but I did not realize something was wrong. I wish I had called your daddy at work so he could take me to the doctor. It was the first time for me to be in labor and I did not know what it was. IT is so hard to believe you would be a year old tomorrow.  I miss you so much. I know you are in a better place now and you are not hurting any more. but I just wish I could hold you in my arms. And be the mother I was looking forward to being. I just don't understand it. When I held you at the hosiptal I felt like my world had ended. But I know it didn't. I know you are in heaven waiting on me. Well I am going to go and I will write again later. I love you with all my heart. - love mommy